What I'm Drowning In

by Spectra

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Dedicated to you.

Lyrics written by Landon Berry


Am I supposed to be here?
I don't really know what to do.

I feel a little lost here,
but I'll stick around for you.

Who am I really hurting?
I know you say you're fine.

But, that figure at the end of the road
is still drawing out that thin white line

But, baby, why'd you have to let me go?
Baby, why'd you have to leave me?

Eventually I'll find it;
some solace, and some grace.

Just don't ask me to stay here.
I want to get the hell out of this place.

Maybe I'm being dramatic...
then again, maybe I'm not.

I just don't know what to do,
because you're leaving me to rot


If you could take the time
to see the scars beneath my skin
maybe then you'd understand
what I'm drowning in.

(chorus x2)


released August 23, 2013
Written by: Landon Berry and Christiana Lovfald
Album Art: Paul Downs
Audio Engineer: Landon Berry
Producer: Tyler Stern

Piano- C. Lovfald
Bass- T. M. Stern
Guitars- L. Berry
Drums- B. Praslicka
Vocals Lovfald & Berry

Special Thanks to:
LB Titsworth, Mason Rackley, The Stern Family, Taylor Jones, Emily Ivy




Spectra Texas

Christiana Lovfald
Landon Berry
Matthew Bach
Tyler Michael Stern
Michael Wright

The Intersetellar Brass:
Matt Tuggle
Jillian Hoffman
Tony Theriot

Flower Mound, Texas
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